Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

a thursday i thought id never survive.

babysitting atm :)
earning my cash for some now clothes.
just feed the boys there dinner and the poor tierd things are now blobbed in front of the tv
i actually did my seminar this morning, and it was so nerve racking! im not a shy person but having to read (of by heart) a 6 minute seminar that i wrote after a tramp last weekend was just too freaky. my legs have nvever shook so much in my life. i felt so cliche!
but im still alive :)

Finally got round to wearing my new winter woolen pleated skirt. its very precious.
with my lovely green blouse with the mermaid sleeves!
if i get a picture when i get home, if i dont look dead from keeping up with these crazy kids ill post a picture for you.
talk to you soon and i promise to add some cute pics next time :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


"my future dont look so bright"

Procrastination refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite such behavior as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision.

Procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt and crisis, severe loss of personal productivity, as well as social disapproval for not meeting responsibilities or commitments. These feelings combined may promote further procrastination. While it is regarded as normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning. Chronic procrastination may be a sign of an underlying psychological disorder.

wish me luck.

This is where its at.

why do i spent so much time doing things things then at the same time i never get anything done.
i spend too much time needing to get things done.
why is life always about time?

maybe i should by myself a watch? 

Monday, August 16, 2010

Monday, July 19, 2010


"When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair."
— Taylor Swift

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Sunday, June 6, 2010

oh how i wonder.

birthday list

1. Freedom
the freedom to scream as loud as i want.

just quietly, REALITY SUCKS.

'is it just me that feels this way'

i wish that could be me. far far away.
isolated, but on purpose.

getting old.

the day my life will be over!
i dont want to be sixteen :(

Sunday, May 30, 2010


  1. The Breakfast Club
  2. Clueless
  3. Definitly Maybe
  4. School of Rock
  5. Dumb and dumber
  6. Big Fat Liar
  7. When a stranger calls
  8. Dazed and Confussed
  9. -
  10. -

easly distracted

how cool is this? i love fashion boards :)
im going make one today? (after i have done my PE option assignment which is due in TWO days might i add!)
i need to keep my head in the game!!!

Saturday, May 29, 2010

if there is something that i love more than 80's movies its rings!
and then pacman AND rings!! oh my god!
love it :)

Friday, May 28, 2010

all things lovely.

i think i my have found an artist model for photography?
what do you think?
isnt this just adorable?
Reminds me of The Last Song when Ronnie's cute summer love (LIAM HEMSWORTH) writes forever on her chucks when they are sitting in the back of the ute.
summer loving <3
i think i might go try and find my old lace ups :)

spo·radi·cal·ly adv.

“Some people are not lucky enough to be as naturally adorable as you are.”

Sex. Clothes. Popularity. Whatever.

"I would like to say this. Tardiness is not something you can do on your own. Many, many people contributed to my tardiness. I would like to thank: my parents, for never giving me a ride to school; the LA city bus driver, who took a chance on an unknown kid; and, last but not least, the wonderful crew from McDonalds, who spend hours making those egg McMuffins without which I might never be tardy."
this might just be my faveourite movie of all time!! :)

'Oh, and you are such a superficial space cadet. '

So, like, right now for example. The Haitians need to come to America. But some people are all, "What about the strain on our resources?" Well, it's like when I had this garden party for my father's birthday, right? I put R.S.V.P. 'cause it was a sit-down dinner. But some people came that, like, did not R.S.V.P. I was, like, totally buggin.' I had to haul ass to the kitchen, redistribute the food and squish in extra place settings. But by the end of the day it was, like, the more the merrier. And so if the government could just get to the kitchen, rearrange some things, we could certainly party with the Haitians. And in conclusion, may I please remind you it does not say R.S.V.P. on the Statue of Liberty. Thank you very much.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

maybe someday you will understand

oh how i used to love sponge bob.
dont you just miss those carefree days
maybe one day we will find our way back to bikini bottom!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

'I just feel complete when you're by my side But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin'

yes i will be thinking of you :)
sweetdreams m' love

greys is done for the week :(
see you next tuesday.

#2 Get to know yourself or me?

Name: Jessie (:
Birth Date: June 28
Current Location: New Zealand
Hair Color: Brown
Righty/Lefty: L

Your fear: Losing people I love (yes sanam same as you :) )
Your joy: the people I love

Your thoughts waking up: time to go back to sleep
Your best physical feature: i like my eye colour
Your bed time: like 1030 - 11pm
Your most missed memory: my favourite two weeks of summer with you :)

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald’s or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: Single ;p

Adidas or Nike: Nike
Chocolate or Vanilla: atm chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Mocha please :)

Smoke: No thanks :) I like my lungs
Cuss: no thankyou :)
Take showers: Yes, its called hygiene
Believe in yourself: Yes.
Believe what goes around comes around: KARMA!
Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes!
Think you’re a health freak: no, I love junk food.

Gone to the mall: yes :)
Been on stage: No thanks.
Eaten sushi: hell yes :)
Been hurt: emotionally, yes.
Dyed your hair: never!

Played a stripping game: no, sorry?
Kissed the same sex: not in a sexual way.
Gotten beaten up: nah.
Changed who you were to fit in: no, sometimes havent spoken my mind.

Age you’re hoping to be married by: 20's
Number of kids you’re planning on having: two?

1 MINUTE AGO: Filling this out
1 HOUR AGO: Blogging
1 WEEK AGO: Being busy
1 YEAR AGO: not much?

I FEEL: excited.
I HATE: confusion
I HIDE: how I feel [sometimes]
I NEED: To pay attention in bio

Human Rights.

Atmosphetic conditions have affected you viewing.
bear with us :)

take you pick or call it destiny?

80's cult classic! gotta love it

fantasy land

maybe someday you will meet me here.

someone who understands :)

if only

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

looking for self control

need to stop thinking of him.

7 things I could never live without

  • the memories of that summer
  • bland bay
  • a hiding spot
  • the internet
  • my mum
  • hot chocolates
  • Stars in the sky


today is the beginning of first times.
first blog.
maybe sometime soon i will tell the guy i like that i actually like him for the first time.
or maybe ill make dinner for the family for the first time this year.
doing something new is.. good for us? fun. i dont know the word!
times to remember!

so bear with me as i am new to this.
it was nice meeting you
and hopefully we will meet again