Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

a thursday i thought id never survive.

babysitting atm :)
earning my cash for some now clothes.
just feed the boys there dinner and the poor tierd things are now blobbed in front of the tv
i actually did my seminar this morning, and it was so nerve racking! im not a shy person but having to read (of by heart) a 6 minute seminar that i wrote after a tramp last weekend was just too freaky. my legs have nvever shook so much in my life. i felt so cliche!
but im still alive :)

Finally got round to wearing my new winter woolen pleated skirt. its very precious.
with my lovely green blouse with the mermaid sleeves!
if i get a picture when i get home, if i dont look dead from keeping up with these crazy kids ill post a picture for you.
talk to you soon and i promise to add some cute pics next time :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010


"my future dont look so bright"

Procrastination refers to the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time. Psychologists often cite such behavior as a mechanism for coping with the anxiety associated with starting or completing any task or decision.

Procrastination may result in stress, a sense of guilt and crisis, severe loss of personal productivity, as well as social disapproval for not meeting responsibilities or commitments. These feelings combined may promote further procrastination. While it is regarded as normal for people to procrastinate to some degree, it becomes a problem when it impedes normal functioning. Chronic procrastination may be a sign of an underlying psychological disorder.

wish me luck.

This is where its at.

why do i spent so much time doing things things then at the same time i never get anything done.
i spend too much time needing to get things done.
why is life always about time?

maybe i should by myself a watch? 

Monday, August 16, 2010

Monday, July 19, 2010


"When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair."
— Taylor Swift

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Sunday, June 6, 2010

oh how i wonder.

birthday list

1. Freedom
the freedom to scream as loud as i want.

just quietly, REALITY SUCKS.

'is it just me that feels this way'

i wish that could be me. far far away.
isolated, but on purpose.

getting old.

the day my life will be over!
i dont want to be sixteen :(